It's easy to live with yours eyes closed.You know some people say "sleep is the cousin of death"
Well you know what I mean.
Yee im nicely chilled out like..ya man.
But despite the troubles we all have and shit that is just with us all the time like poverty, death, con artists, and techno, I fucki'n love this life or tho' alot of the time it's responsibility and like an endless quest to reach somesort of goal you dont quite know is possible, it's shit aint it? but you know what they say gettin there is half the fun.
It's great to look back and remember funny stuff like me and Anrijs stealing a fuckin turtle :D ps. it's still alive. (Džārlijs.) Sray painting toy shit xD (DeeP) (Do$) lol. Walks with my sister through the neighbourhood just chati'n away, ya man. Getti'n stoned with Dan at "The Blues" lazy days motherfucker! ;P
Chillin around in Sam's car etc. Spiritual evenings at Culum's gettin high and drung listening to 80's rock and Jack Johnson. fuckin good days and Last summer. yee. :) And I know there will be more times like this to come.
Because I don't want to live in yesterday! I dont give a fuck what tomorw will bring because than I couldnt enjoy where im at now, we need to stop worrying about future staying stuck in past, forgive, let go, move on don't take shit too seriously please love yourself and its gonna be easier for others to love you for who you are as a person.
this life itself is my reason to breathe man, see what im sayin?
But from the other side if you are someone else
Let me tell you a story about Alex a drug adict hooked on crack he will do anything to just get some more he'll steel anything you leave behind and take it if you didnt because without his buzz he's a nervous wreck, and whenever someone gives him a reality he wont admit his life is fucked. and he has nowhere to go coZ his family hates him so when he gets his fix his worries all get washed away. I'd say he's too far gone to ever be saved, he's dead and buried.
What about Stan?
A mate convicted 15-20 years in prison on good behaviour 11 all he has seen in his life was violence and drugs had stabbed 2 people one recovered and after him. only reason he is in prison coZ he thought he was doing it coZ it's right. When he tried to kill that person. ok but now lets wait what would you do if you found out your sister was beaten into submission in her house her kitchen and raped by her ex boyfriend while hes telling her shut the fuck up? I know what Id do I fuckin Chop his balls off and cut his dick in half, just leave him for dead. and than later you find out it was all for nothing coz your dumb bitch of a sister has gotten back with him again and now you are serving 20 years for attempted murder.
But STOP!
Rewind: Stan walks backwards out of his cell back in the police car the hancuffs pop off backwards by the police mans hands and the car drives off backwards and Stan walks into the house backwards you sisters ex screaming Shoot, Don't, please and he puts the gun back in his side pocket and walks upstairs backwards the blunt he smoked got bigger and bigger till in turned back to a full blunt. His sisters EX helps her up and her tears go up back in her eyes as her exes screams get quieter as he walks back out of the House and in his car.
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Now you are the writer afterall it was you concious decision to choose that path that got you there where you are today you! there can be influence and bad family but YOU made the final decision NOONE can ALTER. IO hope you captured my point.
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