Where is my mind?

I feel permanently fucked.
Feel pressure in my chest towards the heart...I am fucki'n dying.
But hey I brought this up on myself.
I probably will just stroke out or something...
But im glad of the time thats been given to me.
Or maybe it's something else and i am not dying?
Whatever gives me something to fear and realise my life at last,
 understand what have I done wrong, but it's just bullshit, who gives a fuck.
Coz now that I think about it I dont regret shit! I had a great run and it was fun! Ha ha yee! Seen good times seen bad ones, seen others have good and bad ones, and always fuckin sail through like true pirates, by the way it's Dans birthday today foo! yee, fuck it im off to Harrogate now and have a good time on his 18th birthday and try not to stroke out and shit! xD Enjoy your life Motherfucker's!! And dont forget to
BUST A MOVE...xD
"And you know this man!" (Smokey)
"You got knocked the fuck out maaan!!!"(Smokey)

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