Seed

Tired of Sleep, I wake up & want to brake out, go somewhere do something not just slave awaymy life working for this bullshit system, I want to travel, but cant afford it, should take the trip like mysister did ha ha...But im a dude so that would be a bit harder...However I could find a girl that would love to tag along im sure :]
 I will be 20 in like two months...fuck, no more teenage years.
Alot has happened I guess, time goes on and on.
I've seen a few awesome bands play & have been to some sick partys, plus I have worked in quite a few kitchens so far, I have moved out of home and have my own flat...its like I have slipped into real life without noticeing...
I always thought its some crazy dramatic step, but it just wasnt...ha ha
here I am.
 For my 20th planning a trip for a week to Berlin, should be cool, cheapest tickets I found were 135 return :]
However im buying them on 15th of February so hopefully they will be cheaper or about the same. I guess im just bored, tired, feel like im wasting my time and I aint doing what I should be right now, but I DONT KNOW...I dont know what it is. Ps. I have dreads again...weird short and spiky for now xD
give it 2 years they'll be a'ight. :]
Anyways nothing much more to say, till next time stay safe and love life.
I do, just trying to find the way, arent we all?

Sleepless

Finally have internet at home...xD
And hopefully tomorow I will have my dreads back again...been a year now without em ha ha
had em before for 4 years so still dont feel right hopefully tomorow it will be all fixed ha ha
Steady day so far 2 days off in a row so had a shower and cleaned my room and the kitchen and did all kinds of useless things like trying to skate in the snow...dosent work.
Might have  a disciplinary at work for doing somin wrong...xD
should be fine tho, and yea just chill.
Also I may have insomnia...cant sleep at night...
I know..rash.