Infamous Colours - My Dimiters

I really want the old times when I didnt care i had shit rhymes, i really want to love myself and forget the pain ive dealt and find something new to be felt, i truly want to be sentenced in prison to life and every six months send you a kite, telling the other inmates how my soul lost sight, i really want to share stories of love, how i caught the best but let it go like a dove and now live forever in sorrow, alone swallow, i really want hopelessly cheap food sit in a dark room repeatedly playing in bloom, i really want to play chess and live with stress i want to stay a mess and die never the less, i really want to live and die out of hopelesness helplesly in love with the heartless, something red thats beating not breathing i really want an ounce of happiness American obissedness and general spitefullness drugs and spirits and homelessness, i really want to die in a phone box and be found by an old woman with a toy box have fundamental orthodox beliefs and curse god till i see new beginings. I really want freedom to be born of shame and always take the blame, carry you to the end of the world cause you know we are one and the same i want to be a game i really want siffilis and aids so id open my eyes to peoples feeble fuck games and drown my self in Themes, I really want a new lighter so i could spark your soul and make it lighter, brighter, warmer, higher I really want a tape worm so im not alone and someone needs me to stay alive and strive to live well before hell i really want to live and die out of hopelesness, helplessly in love with the heartless, then slit my wrists.

Infamous Colours - Lana

  If i dont sease it tonight I might lose it forever
My mind now is not that bright I dont feel so clever
My chest seems warm yet worried
No safety vest, fell as if im being burried
I know your leaving soon, but the moon tonight is full
I now am acting like a fool and my mind is dull
This world has left you cold, your soul so clever and old
Its fortold, our story will be bold, your my coal that cant be sold
From you theres pure honesty, an alure of beauty
From me its pure modesty and I asure you security
If I dont sease it tonight I might lose it forever

What am I going to do when my light becomes distant?
What am I to do when I fell my heart becoming vacant?
I need to sease that feeling, I need to sease my higher being
I must set my mind at ease dont leave please

But I know the world is a large space
There is time and place for everyone in this race
I have faith in your eyes noone can erase
Its not too late, no goodbyes, one love in this case
If I dont sease it tonight I might lose it forever
I need to see right and ask if we could be together
Do you remember when we met in early September?
Just come closer, be my world, be my lover
Or be whoever you want to be you see
It dosent matter where you are on this earth
Your memory will live with me till im dead in the dirt
Theres no sorrow I know I will see you tomorrow
Or maybe in ten years or more, its you I adore
I hope you have a good life and as long as thats the case there will always be light
I know your might, and trust your sight
And I will still fight, goodnight I know we both will wake up to a morning bright.
If I dont sease it tonight I might lose it forever

What am I going to do when my light becomes distant?
What am I to do when I fell my heart becoming vacant?
I need to sease that feeling, I need to sease my higher being
 And remember theres always a new begining
Theres always a new begining.

Māris Kupruks.
25/09/2015