Smile for me, please.

Shit dont make sense, secrets cold killas in the street,

desensitized fuckers. People and families falling apart,

losing purpose of life in general. children seeing shit too

early violence etc. Grow up fucked up, if Lucky they might

get saved by music or the opposite. why man? why? wtf?
I see crack head mothers razing their babies in shit holes,
fools smoking weed in a house with small kids in it.
I cant see what im writing because im crying...
What chance do we stand? As I witness this they dont understand wy am I crying... It's because of all the evil, too much evil,grief unnecessary pain. We are watchin our own end like we dont believe in god! What is it we all fear? So im sayin I dont need this! Fuck this! But I shall remember you! 15 years old and pregnant girls walk among us, is that normal? wtf Trade places what would you do if it was you? chased by three guys and raped. And I have nothing to say. Why is it like this? Reflections in the mirror I see myself and ask who do you believe in? But again there always will be times in life
when it's gonna be hard to smile, but where ever you go, through all the pain you have to keep your sense of humor.
Cmo'n I have got to smile for myself now and stop the tears,
I dont even remember what I wrote... Just remember me and these words
when you are in some shit, but I still remain hopeful for today, I must.
I see now.
08/10/2010
M.Kupruks.  Written in a bus stop 01:16