Šis bija raxtiits uz solinja Morton-on-Swale.
Im sitting here in Morton-on-Swale thinking of the people I have met in my life and I realised we all are someones guardian angel. How many people have you met that mean alot to you?
Have you ever been taken away from them?
I have and for the second time it makes me realise that "lifes just a blast its movin really fast, you better stay on top or it will kick you in the ass."
Sometimes you just have to hear a person out. I hung out with a guy I dont know that well and we just talked about shit all around and I helped him by just listening. And there have been other people in my life, you pick them up to let them go the people you have been through so much shit...people change. But remember You get up before you get down and only then strike your self in the ground, and my point......is that I have one.
People grow the way they have been raised or are just victims of circumstance, im talking about neighbourhoods you live in and therefor you do things you never would want to do but you are forced.
I have been close to people and been backstabed to others I have been scared to say what I have got to say and walk away. Why? Because im a coward I let circumstance change me, beat me down. Every day is a gift not a circumstance or given right, make the most of it. I have made bad decissions in my life and its brought me here, but I dont regret anything I have done I want to be able to look back at my life and say, I wouldnt change a thing. Lucky for me I have my angels. Do you? I always bealived that my life is an illusion, but than I realised Im not the worst I use to know many people satisfaction denied, people who changed from artisic people toatention seeking things.
I wont judge I dont want to live in yesterday and thats why I wrote this with Sams pen siting on a chair at park in Morton-on-Swale.
So who's guardian angel are you?
ps. If you dont understand dont even bother to ask.
Māris.
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