Monday, 23 January 2012

My own Art Scares me

Right.. Title says it all and this time theres no hidden meaning litteralfly my own art scares me at times,
from writing to drawings & Paintings...Only lately tho since about September...maybe August actually...
I feel incapable of drawing something good...or beutiful should I say..
I hope it's not to do with my inner feelings or supressed anger of some sort coZ
like one of my paintings scared me so much I threw it out...
It's like ok while im drawing but once I finish and look at it, the shit creeps me out lol
Or maybe its just what I see in it and noone else..who knows either way seems almostdevilish...satanic.
Changed the feel of the room itself from the core inside out atmosphere destroyed and beaten down instead of lifted...Anyways that oneis gone now.
yee.

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