Introverted Male Perspective In a Sunny Day

Hello Again my 5 followers...one of witch is me...ha ha
Anyways I have been having  a strange time lately, been seriously looking for Chef
positions in Harrogate and as soon as I get a job im out of here ;]
So yea mom was driving to Harrogate from Northallerton today so I went with her in the
famous red "Mini Mayfair" thats has a "Cooper" sticker on it...
Anyways...
  So I went to the library in HG and got a library card, and people treat you like an idiot purely
because of what I look like, thats starting to piss me off, but I realised only person I need to
worry about are my friends, and family & ME. So obviously if you dont like me FUCK YOU.
A the Bitch had to do was be a decent human being and tell me why didnt the log in work for the PC :/ (I needed to print CVs since mom was rushing in the morning)
And they were like "Did you leave Caps Lock on?" So im like no Miss and I have tried a few times,
How long does it take for the card to work? And she just like smirked and went back to the small talk she was having with this other lady next to her, now im sorry I did my bit I was polite and formal the whole time and she was a bitch..
  So yea sorry for that but it got be fucked off.
So anyways after that I had a nice stroll around Harrogate after a long time and man do I love that Town :] very charismatic and lovable if that makes sense. The kinda place that a shit day isnt that bad, Walking around and I remember thinking how simple things really are, how we are just little people on this earth living in little concrete boxes and rolling around in steel boxes...
1 life means so little yet so much and suddenly you realise that you are a part of something much bigger than anything you have ever imagined, not sure what it is but its there and its good.
Watching a tree, thinking how beautiful the branches twist and it was strangely webbed..not sure how to express that sight and sunshine was hitting right thru the branches with a orangy effect and a little drizzle pouring from the sky giving it a shine, almost made me shed a tear.
Its so easy to forget how easy things really are, and yea tecnically its my 19th :)
And yea back to what I was sayin easy to forget how simple things are, there are so many distractions like bad friend groups and environment that you adjust to, and I aint perfect I slip, I slip all the time, but its moments like these that you need to sease and say man I want my life to stay at this perspective always, but its hard...hard to do it with all the negative people around and always everyone dragging each other down and all that shit. But at the same time there are beautiful and wonderful people out there I have met and still will, looking forward to meeting you guys.
One Love-

So enjoy this song, I had to upload it on Youtube since it wast even there ;D
M.K. 18/03/2012
03:12am