Tired Of Sleep

Well seems things have been moving ok, I have the job in Harrogate...
I have a flat living with my best friend and his girl that moved in too :]
 Got fucked up yesterday and yee good times.
Will look for a better job now so, at least my plan has kinda worked now on to the next.

Work

I wanna go to Latvia and have a strool down the old streets.
Have no net where im at at the mement so cant really write too much :/
Very tired working 48 to 55 hours a week...my onoly day off today
than a 12  gour shift tomorow...xD
Get paid on friday tho :]
I hope To get like 6-7 days holiday and visit LV :)
Find a  job and fuck everyone off in UK ha ha
until than gimme strenth mentally so I can keep going
its been 4 weeks and counting lol.
Love you all :] just showing yall im still alive..

This Is Where Real Life Starts

Got a job in Harrogate at a "Slug And Lettuce" being a Chef..
I start Monday..I will live with my homeboy Dan and he works at the same place too.
So yea moving out...
  Its all good tho, ofcourse abit weird, but still dope.
I also got turntables coming, got a mixer and some nice Vinyls :]
For starters I have Ice Cube AmeriKKK's Most Wanted 1990
Than I have Theory  Hazit Extra Credit
and Obie Trice Cry Now
And another one thats just a gang of instrumentals.
So yea im gonna be mixing and scratching in no time :]
Not sure how my TO LV trip will work out now tho...
But whatever. Im going to be working over 45h a week so I will make some good cash
and that will totally help me get on track. Eventially get out of that shitty one bedroom flat
we will be in now and into a decent one...set money aside and go on the "Trans Siberian Express"
I just have to make sure not to fuck up this one...
Wish me luck I will need it...

PS. how dope is that animation? ha ha Sweet.

Dance With The Devil (Immortal Tecnique)

BLEW MY MIND, Just read and let me know whatu think...Its seriously amazing song
I will add the actual song at the bottom too, but rading the lyrics is much more powerful.

I once knew a nigga whose real name was William
his primary concern, was making a million
being the illest hustler, that the world ever seen
he used to fuck moviestars and sniff coke in his dreams
a corrupted young mind, at the age of thirteen
nigga never had a father and his mom was a feen
she put the pipe down, but forever yeah she was sober
her sons heart simultaneously grew colder
he started hanging out selling bags in the projects
checking the young chicks, looking for hit and run prospects
he was fascinated by material objects
but he understood money never bought respect
he build a reputation cause he could hustle and steal
but got locked once it didn't hesitate to squeal
so criminals he chilled with didn't think he was real
you see me and niggaz like this have never been equal
I dont project my insurecurity's at other people
he feeded for props like addicts with pipes and needles
so he felt he had to prove to everyone he was evil
a fever minded young man with infinite potetial
the product of a ghetto breed capatalistic mental
coincidentally dropped out of school to sell weed
dancing with the devil, smoked until his eyes would bleed
but he was sick of selling trees and gave in to his greed

[Hook]
Everyone trying to be trife never face the consequences
you propably only did a month for minor offences
ask a nigga doing life if he had another chance
but then again there's always the wicked at new and advanced
dance forever with the devil on a code cell block
but thats what happens when you rape, murder and sell rock
devils used to be gods, angels that fell from the top
there's no diversity because we're burning in the melting pot

[Verse 2]
So Billy started robbing niggaz, anything he could do
he'd get his respect back, in the eyes of his crew
starting fights over little shit, up on the block
stepped up to selling mothers and brothers the crack rock
working overtime for making money for the crack spot
hit the jackpot and wanted to move up to cocaine
for filling the scarface fantasy stuck in his brain
tired of the block niggaz treating him the same
he wanted to be major like the cut throats and the thugs
but when he tried to step to 'em, niggaz showed him no love
they told him any motherfucking coward can sell drugs
any bitch nigga with a gun, can bust slugs
any nigga with a red shirt can front like a blood
even Puffy smoked the motherfucker up in a club
but only a real thug can stab someone till they die
standing in front of them, starring straight into their eyes
Billy realized that these men were well guarded
and they wanted to test him, before business started
suggested raping a bitch to prove he was cold hearted
so now he had a choice between going back to his life
or making money with made men, up in the cife
his dreams about cars and ice, made him agree
a hardcore nigga is all he ever wanted to be
and so he met them friday night at a quarter to three

[Hook]

[Verse 3]
They drove around the projects slow while it was raining
smoking blunts, drinking and joking for entertainment
untill they saw a woman on the street walking alone
three in the morning, coming back from work, on her way home
and so they quietly got out the car and followed her
walking through the projects, the darkness swallowed her
they wrapped her shirt around her head and knocked her onto the floor
this is it kid now you got your chance to be raw
so Billy oaked her up and grapped the chick by the hair
and dragged her into a lobby that had nobody there
she struggled hard but they forced her to go up the stairs
they got to the roof and then held her down on the ground
screaming shut the fuck up and stop moving around
the shirt covered her face, but she screamed the clouts
so Billy stomped on the bitch, until he broken her jaw
the dirty bastards knew exactly what they were doing
they kicked her until they cracked her ribs and she stopped moving
blood leaking through the cloth, she cried silently
and then they all proceeded to rape her violently
Billy was meant to go first, but each of them took a turn
ripping her up, and choking her until her throat burned
a broken jaw mumbled for god but they weren't concerned
when they were done and she was lying bloody, broken and broos
one of them niggaz pulled out a brand new twenty-two
they told him that she was a witness of what she'd gone through
and if he killed her he was guaranteed a spot in the crew
he thought about it for a minute, she was practicly dead
and so he leaned over and put the gun right to her head

(Sample from "Survival of the Fittest" by Mobb Deep)
I'm falling and I can't turn back
I'm falling and I can't turn back

[Verse 4]
Right before he pulled the trigger, and ended her life
he thought about the cold pain with the platinum and ice
and he felt strong standing along with his new brothers
cocked the gat to her head, and pulled back the shirt cover
but what he saw made him start the cringine studder
cuz he was starring into the eyes of his own mother
she looked back at him and cried, cause he had forsaken her
she cried more painfully, than when they were raping her
his whole world stopped, he couldn't even contiplate
his corruption had succesfully changed his fate
and he remembered how his mom used to come home late
working hard for nothing, cause now what was he worth
he turned away from the woman that had once given him birth
and crying out to the sky cause he was lonely and scared
but only the devil responded, cause god wasn't there
and right then he knew what it was to be empty and cold
and so he jumped off the roof and died with no soul
they say death take you to a better place but I doubt it
after that they killed his mother, and never spoke about it
and listen cause the story that I'm telling is true
cuz I was there with Billy Jacobs and I raped his mom to
and now the devil follows me everywhere that I go
infact I'm sure he's standing among one of you at my shows
and every street cypher listening to little thugs flowe
he could be standing right next to you, and you wouldn't know
the devil grows inside the hearts of the selvish and wicked
white, brown, yellow and black colored is not restricted
you have a self destructive destiny when your inflicted
and you'll be one of gods children and fell from the top
there's no diversity because we're burning in the melting pot
so when the devil wants to dance with you, you better say never
because the dance with the devil might last you forever

Infamous 32- Killuminati (READ PLEASE)let me know what u think

yNow this is serious and the time is running out
This is real and there is no doubt!
Killuminati before its too late my mate and they cross the border
Introduce The New World Order
Nuberology plays most part its very dark
777 and 11 I just explained the attacks on the world trade centre
and bombing in London they are a world wide gun
You wont get it from here but I wont try to explain its in vain
and complicated and thats gotta be said
They killed Michal Jackson TUPAC and more thats for sure
all dying on the 25th thats no mith the numbers play their part again
in plain sight you know im right!
They know they sold their soul to the devil,
and they did everything to rebel and got killed and thats the deal sealed
Pac always knew he was gonna die thats no lie
Eminem just braking free and feeling guilty for the death of Proof
Devil was running his life and then Poof
He was gone he broke free and now you see?
DMX too, he aint abusing animals thats just what they want you to think
So his career would sink and now think whats next?
I tell you DMX & EM will be killed sooner or later as did PAc and Michael and
MANY MANY MANY others we all are brothers and Gods children!
They all die in threes because they didnt bow on their knees
Please just shut up and listen! Main stream is filled with lies and satanic influence!
it has a huge significance its illuminati persistence! Owning the music industry
as well as the political and  Media drastically
Obama? Tony Blair, George W Bush? illuminati in the working so please sush
only Christianity or converting to Muslim can save you once your in it
As many fought and lost at a high cost of their soul as Snoop and Pac once said
"Im Down To Sell Records, But Not My Soul" So open your eyes to all this thats foul around us
everyday, All starting early on from the Vatican to US and Europe too this is true
Economic Crisis made to distract you from the truth nothing can soothe
We are believed to be sheep in their evil eyes God hears our cries and will help
We just have to stop the doubt and trust cause we must or we will be forever lost
2012 Olympics we can expect the big ben to go down since its 11 years since 9/11
And god damn I gotta make it to Heaven!
As the trade centre falling was predicted so was this in the 1995 card game named illuminati
now just watch me and you will see I speak of truth and if you dont believe me a year will pass
and there will be the ash of something to change our life forever 2012 the year of the world as we know it will end and remember the evil CANNOT take hold of you unless you invite it in!
not necessarily by committing sin but worshipping the evil within so stay strong think about whats said in this song and please believe what I have just said as for the last words here
Rest in Peace Lesane Parish Crooks in your name there have been written many books,
Im sure your soul has been set free where you can rest and get the peace that you seek.
Infamous 32 someone might shoot
thats right to kill because of what I have just said
and I aint even getting paid
If you dont listen I have put my life in danger for nothing
and I aint frontin, DMX we pray for you!

Ps. Notice that "Like toy soldiers" Video Proof is killed
and  a year later in similar circumstance the deal is sealed
And On Proofs Solo album he is on the cover grabbing death
like fighting for his breath and has a song name Kurt Cobain that even
explains that hes ready to die we aint more than  a fly for them
SO FIGHT BACK, white or black they running the show on us
like crazy I mean cmon baby showing Africa as they do... shits not true
and what is is their fault not theirs its a cult devoted to EVIL and
Satanic worship and if you want you can think im crazy, but man
when the time comes very soon you will see and from here on it dosent matter what happens to me
if you believe dont buy their lies they are here only to deceive
I could go on but theres so much to say in so little time!
I have all the proof you need the evil seed is already here and im afraid it might be too late.
But im dedicated and premeditated to win and thats the fin...for now
Written on:21/03/2012
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Introverted Male Perspective In a Sunny Day

Hello Again my 5 followers...one of witch is me...ha ha
Anyways I have been having  a strange time lately, been seriously looking for Chef
positions in Harrogate and as soon as I get a job im out of here ;]
So yea mom was driving to Harrogate from Northallerton today so I went with her in the
famous red "Mini Mayfair" thats has a "Cooper" sticker on it...
Anyways...
  So I went to the library in HG and got a library card, and people treat you like an idiot purely
because of what I look like, thats starting to piss me off, but I realised only person I need to
worry about are my friends, and family & ME. So obviously if you dont like me FUCK YOU.
A the Bitch had to do was be a decent human being and tell me why didnt the log in work for the PC :/ (I needed to print CVs since mom was rushing in the morning)
And they were like "Did you leave Caps Lock on?" So im like no Miss and I have tried a few times,
How long does it take for the card to work? And she just like smirked and went back to the small talk she was having with this other lady next to her, now im sorry I did my bit I was polite and formal the whole time and she was a bitch..
  So yea sorry for that but it got be fucked off.
So anyways after that I had a nice stroll around Harrogate after a long time and man do I love that Town :] very charismatic and lovable if that makes sense. The kinda place that a shit day isnt that bad, Walking around and I remember thinking how simple things really are, how we are just little people on this earth living in little concrete boxes and rolling around in steel boxes...
1 life means so little yet so much and suddenly you realise that you are a part of something much bigger than anything you have ever imagined, not sure what it is but its there and its good.
Watching a tree, thinking how beautiful the branches twist and it was strangely webbed..not sure how to express that sight and sunshine was hitting right thru the branches with a orangy effect and a little drizzle pouring from the sky giving it a shine, almost made me shed a tear.
Its so easy to forget how easy things really are, and yea tecnically its my 19th :)
And yea back to what I was sayin easy to forget how simple things are, there are so many distractions like bad friend groups and environment that you adjust to, and I aint perfect I slip, I slip all the time, but its moments like these that you need to sease and say man I want my life to stay at this perspective always, but its hard...hard to do it with all the negative people around and always everyone dragging each other down and all that shit. But at the same time there are beautiful and wonderful people out there I have met and still will, looking forward to meeting you guys.
One Love-

So enjoy this song, I had to upload it on Youtube since it wast even there ;D
M.K. 18/03/2012
03:12am

Infamous 32- Life, Love, Stress and Setbacks

Im here, style severe always gettin damn near
but not quite there you feel? Treat every thing as the last meal
you never know the cards faith will deal
LAying on your back listening to a fancy track
prioratsing and thinking of things you want back
times you deserved a slap and why? And when will come the day you die?
Indulging in seemingly unaswerable questions to youself
loading insight under your belt and feel someething you've never felt
yet so familiar kinda like a stipula you know its there
but never noticed that being said it serves a great purpose and
has a cause our life is scattered full of small things as such
we dont notice it much, kinda like having a broken leg and using only one crutch
equals something disfunctional yet its also beneficial but never fully
yours truly you'd be a fool to be like me you see I analyse too much as such
and posibly because of that im here where im sat am I bad, good
evil or a saint the clarity I feel is so strong I feel I might faint
so all together yet individually lets paint our life go out and ride your bike
do whatever you like even rockin on a mic just remember to love life
and keep what yours and you want in sight and you just might see the brighter light
fulfilling your potential might wether wrong or right
It dosent matter kinda like dropping a glass and watch it shatter in hurts for a while but soon is gone
and your left alone but this isnt for wrong be positive like cheech and Chong
overcoming obsatcles to meet the goal and fullfilling ambitions is how you clense your soul
as long as the way you achieved it isnt foul
I hope you understand if you do shake my hand
and thanks for listening to what ive got to say because im sure
hip hop still ment something yesterday time for me togo away, disapear
but im always near waiting for you to whisper yur life story in my ear
If you listen I do too we are living proof of still existing love and good in people
livin it to the full or trying to make the best out of a shit situation like being burnedand after using the lotion or being in love and after its too late showing emotion the dramatic kinda moment you imagine in slow motion, anyways bye see yo uaround im sure, keep livin pure :)

Written 11th of January 2012 to 24th of february 2012..Not sure why that long...xD

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Plan A Never Works

I beleave living away from home is slowly killing everyone who does just that,
but at the sametime broadens your mind and helps you grow & its great to return home butyou will
feel you want to escape again...you feel me?
Go somewhere else where noone knows you and you are just a misterious person noone knows or
cares about and it feels great. You can be yourself regardless of anything around, you know how you have 4-6 different personalities depending on who you are with? yee exactly but on your own or your best friend you are you right? Its easier, easier to live with the world as such.
You can go and do fun things like throw a paper plane. ; ]
...ok random but you know. :)
Make a nice drawing and not be ashamed of what or how its come out,
listen to music you want to without anyone judging you or doing anything.
Anyways what im saying is I will move to Japan at some point..maybe in 2-3 years time,
I have started to learn jappanese for about a month now so we will see  ; ]
Man im so high just in case somin is abit weird here. :D
Oh and yea M & M see u soon :))

My own Art Scares me

Right.. Title says it all and this time theres no hidden meaning litteralfly my own art scares me at times,
from writing to drawings & Paintings...Only lately tho since about September...maybe August actually...
I feel incapable of drawing something good...or beutiful should I say..
I hope it's not to do with my inner feelings or supressed anger of some sort coZ
like one of my paintings scared me so much I threw it out...
It's like ok while im drawing but once I finish and look at it, the shit creeps me out lol
Or maybe its just what I see in it and noone else..who knows either way seems almostdevilish...satanic.
Changed the feel of the room itself from the core inside out atmosphere destroyed and beaten down instead of lifted...Anyways that oneis gone now.
yee.

Some Of My Remixes

Infamous- Aint no fun

Play to the intrumental at the bottom of the page.

Aint no fun grap the nine and a dolla vine
get my bike go to homies house to get on that mic
drop a few lines and as the sun shines
we ride down to the centre weather so tender
render, I wonder how long its gonna last im havin a blast
atlast I can forget about the present and past and just relax
live my life to the max its these simple things that brings
satisfaction and positive action man the tarffic is heavy and we ridin steady
vibein' to this melody are you ready? this day is just one of the many
that you can be yourself and theres no worries this like something from
Hollywood movie stories these new found glories

So ho you know the line
aaaand
Aint no fuuun if the homiees cant haaave none x4

Guess whos back lacing another track because microphone skills you lack,
you wack I know dont tell me I know im not black and dont hate on me
we all just wan to ride free and see the life in a better light G
dont tell me im wrong im lacing down this song overlooking ma G hit a bong
been doing this shit for too long and still love it a whole lot not just abit, shit
your rhymes make me sick your a trick and need to get help, I really do beleave your sick
you see im big daddy and you nobody thats rigth buddy an dont act funny, you know
when im comin to get ya you cant outrun me, ficically or musically
im definition of funky aprt from doobie yours truly Infamous I know u jelous
my dangerous styles are like well ordered yet fucked up files in high stacked piles
still puffin on dimes and snoughtin lines doing acid, crack and smack whatever
I wont live forever nuff said keep it bangin ma brother and spark another!
Keep the sunny day rollin, shinin, keep on dancin through your life and
ride your abondoned bike...ha ha

Sing that shit
aaand
Aint no fuuun If the Homies cant haaave none x4

Keep what feels good close even if it means a lethal dose for those that
cant handle lifes love dont push or showe but get the fuck out the way
and pray you hear what I say, you may be free if you wish by now we almost away
and its still a bright day and thats ok, we live for today not yesterday and definetely not
tomorow so you know this is the end of our show we bringing you a low blow bro!
remember tomorow aint promised to you so whenever you feeling blue, buckled ur shoe
or have nothing to do bang out this and remember what you want to be with all this
wheter ur a miss or mr never ever be bitter! fuck the lonely you always have a homie right here!

sing dat shit ma bruwas and sistas!
Aintno fuuun if the homies cant haaave none x4

11/01/2012 written by Infamous 32

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